Our footsteps
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
you're like a big sister. we grow up together. from the hyper moments during our families' outings when we were young. to the random crappiness that we share now as adults. and next year, ull be getting married. and im happy to be a part of this wonderful journey you are undertaking before next October. =)
Labels: kak sufi
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11:51:00 PM
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Foresight
Monday, November 24, 2008
hmm.. i really dont feel like i want to have fun this week.. just want a chilling out session with all.. i dont feel like doing anything different from the norms.. i just got messages from my friends.. from kak faz to play our used-to-be-routined street soccer this thursday.. and for those who know me well, i am super lazy to actually exercise again.. but this urge to play is super strong.. maybe i really should go cause i really need to get all this frustrations out.. and not by shouting by the beach or screaming at someone.. and also azie wants to play badminton.. yes i will make time for that too.. i think i should start exercising again.. it will keep me healthy and also acts as a distraction to me to whatever things that have been happening at home.. and yes lyd, when will we cycle?
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8:20:00 PM
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Dear Abang
how can two people of same relation be so different..
i was so angry/ infuriated/ frustrated with you i actually cried..
all because i love you very much..
but you don't see your family anymore..
you just don't..
ive said my thoughts to you..
that's all i can do..
and with that, im backing down from your life like you wish..
Much love,
Your sister
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1:16:00 AM
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Today
Thursday, November 20, 2008
was wonderful...
sitting by the beach..
playing old childhood games..
laughing our butts off at how sucky i was in the games..
and to end it off..
"I just wanna say thank u for giving me support and encouraging me all this while. U are the best teacher i had. Anw, i get 203 n go express."
- Syazwani (my student in Punggol Primary)
she wasn't one of the shining stars academically.. she wasn't in the best class.. was in fact in one of those classes that are considered weak (even amongst the mainstream EM2).. and she got into express.. i am so proud of her..
if you had come across the commercial for teaching, believe what it said.. its not propaganda really.. a teacher's influence and all can not be really seen immediately.. its only seen after a long while.. the satisfying and happiest moment as a teacher does not come in just the thank you wishes, but more from knowing that the students are happy with their academic and personal development..
=)
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11:41:00 PM
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Of old friend(s)..
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
i was looking through friendster just now and my attention was hooked to an old friend's profile.. and i am truly happy to know that he got engaged.. =)) i doubt he reads my blog anymore, but i would still wish him a much blessed engagement and hope a blissful marriage life ahead!
so anyway, ever since th tafsir class on Friday, the ustaz talked about asking for forgiveness from all that you have hurt or offended.. and i guess it was time that i made peace with him.. honestly, i really didnt remember what caused our friendship to deteoriate.. wished him and i guess he felt the same way.. i mean it happened many years ago right.. everyone have grown up and really mature and i guess whatever happened in the past, is all to teach us and make us grow to be better..
the funny thing is that, it seems as though he knows im still keeping a little piece of my past even up till now.. reality check: we haven't converse in years.. and he said this to me before he went to pick up his fiance,
'u tekare k. remember wat i said ya.. if a single event in the past didnt happen, we wudnt be where we at now. so, regrets? why not.. but move on. regrets are the things that make us change for the better.'
and im glad that he (being my ex's good friend in JC) gave me this advice.. i havent even talked to him in the longest time, but it just seemed that at that moment, he knows what regrets i cant move away from..
its really not that easy and simple growing up.. you know i can still remember how each of us talks about ambitions and hopes and dreams.. however we never really indulge on it as the future seems so far away.. there's so many other things to achieve.. but now, at 21.. ambitions, dreams and hopes are all something that you really want to put in place.. you really have to or want to achieve it.. you have to decide the paths that pave the way to achieving what you want in life.. for example, work.. as for me, im glad im on the path ive been dreaming to be on.. but for my friends, they have to start thinking and considering the different paths they want to take.. its no longer thinking, oh which school to go after this? doesn't matter! just work hard.. but now its like, ok which career do i want to undertake? ok teaching. its stable.. bla bla bla.. so i will go into NIE once i graduate.. its making it happen time.. ok seriously, now ive talked way too much... hahaha..
but you know what, at the end of the day, im just happy that i still have my girls.. =) cause no matter what paths we take, we will always be there for each other.. =))
and yes fana.. here are the photos! hahaha..
*and you too*
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10:57:00 PM
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Drive through..
Monday, November 17, 2008
ok this may be a really slow and outdated thing to talk about but ive only driven through KPE recently.. yes yes usually i was driven.. i mean come on people, i think most of you would know that i actually dislike driving.. haha.. and so ive never really understand why people complain when they enter KPE.. as in i havent been in their shoes right? and finally i did!
but kudos to Singaporeans.. you are soooo discipline at KPE.. i guess that might be the only place to find disciplined drivers.. hahahaha.. oopps! hey im not saying im one.. hahaha.. so besides that, i felt soooo tired and exhausted trying to maintain at 70km/h or 80km/h.. like seriously!! making sure it doesnot go higher takes so much energy and focus.. and it was frustratinG! hahaa.. i guess i just wasnt used to that idea of driving 70km/h on a highway? haha.. i think no one can truly adjust to that.. but i guess, safety is always important right? oh wells..
so here are some random or more like cuteeee pictures of azian's little brother.. ya we were bored and i couldn't resist it.. enjoy!
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9:31:00 PM
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Birithday at KOmalas
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
a simple and amazing birthday affair =)
one word: LOVE
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Waiting for rainbows
Sunday, November 09, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FANA CURLY!
hah.. and yes even though i really doubt she will read this, i will just put up.. and im sorry to Fana naj that i didnt do the same for you.. but i really was very tied up with school and hardly blogged during that period of time.. haha.. but your bag is lovely.. that makes it up right? hahaha
and yes.. finally eveything has been completed.. yes i am talking about school.. all asignments have been duly haned up.. wee!! im not sure if i have mentioned this before, but time really pass quickly at this age dont it? seriously.. i can still rewind my memory back to my birthday celebration and here i am now going to celebrate fana's in about 18 hours! hahha.. amazing.. the next thing i know, ill be celebrating my 22nd birthday! gosh i feel old! hahahah..
hmm.. ive heard of fanatics of HSM3.. oh which stands for High School Musical 3 anyway for those who are the least interested in this genre of movies, or on television in itself.. apparently, one of my NIE friends sat in front of a fanatic who kept on singing to all the songs in the muscial.. not forgetting the fact that she knew all the lyrics to ALL the songs oK! haha.. and she kept telling her friends the sequence of the musical.. well if im her, i would be pissed! haha.. but luckily, my friend had watch it before so she didnot really mind.. crazy huh? apparently she's in ehr late teens or so? hahaha.. such a thrill while watching movies.. never knew such hype could occur.. oh wells.. i guess ill just wait for disney channel to play it.. i dont think anyone would want to watch it with me.. haha.. at least at this point i myself wouldnot want to! haha.. but MADAGASCAR 2! gotta watch!
*The Script- Im Yours*
You touch these tired eyes of mine
And map my face out line by line
And somehow growing old feels fine
I listen close for I'm not smart
You wrap your thoughts in works of art
And they're hanging on the walls of my heart
I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours
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11:32:00 PM
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When blue birds fly..
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
i seriously dont really know what to update...
and yes maybe this is one of the post that is posted just for the sake of posting..
hahahahah..
but one more week.. just one more week.. i want to finish my reflection, my test, my English publication by this week..
actually i have done my publication but my teacher changed the template in the last minute! grrr.. and i thought ive got it done and over with.. let's just wait for the book.. but oh wells.. i'll do it later or something so that at night i can start on my revision for Biology..
You know Biology was tough last semester.. and i HATED it.. but i think im growing to like the subject thanks to my tutor Dr John Yong.. i will not brood over this.. haha..
k will update properly once my brain is up and working again to talk crapp and not BIology...
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